Hungry Hungry hippo

I woke up at 4:30 this morning to pee. Nothing new there it's been a long time since I haven't peed at least once in the middle of the night. But I was starving, out of control starving. I lay in bed and my stomach was grumbling. Finally Mr. T brought me a candy and some water. He decided that it was a great time to be awake and start writing as he laughed about the foreign idea of waking up every two hours.

It's in the 40's and profoundly gray outside and has just started raining. I made a potato spinach dish for breakfast and am already hungry again, really hungry. IT's Out of Control! I got freaked out last night that I was going to get gestational diabetes because I've been eating so much sugar but luckily that doesn't kick in till week 28! I've been eating a lot of sugar compared to my normal life but I don't know if objectively speaking it qualifies as an insane amount of sugar.

I have yet to send a resume out this week. There's just nothing out there! It's so discouraging. It makes me feel trapped.

At our wedding in August two of Mr. T's good friends got up and told the embarrassing story of the night we met. One of them said that Mr. T has always been attracted to women who look like men, short hair etc. women who you have to glance twice to make sure it's really a girl, as he said. Then the other jumped in and corrected that there was never a doubt about my gender on that first drunken night but he did like my buzz cut.

Anyway this job posting feels oddly appropriate:

Looking for Lesbian to pose nude.
Date: 2009-10-15, 4:10AM EDT
Reply to: gigs-amkek-1422227061@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?]

Looking for butch lesbians who might look like a guy in close, but out of close, she is all woman. This is a private project, and it is Art. This project is for Butch lesbians who are proud of their womanly shape despite their tom boy appearance. The shoot will be TFP and yes you can bring an escort or who ever. Please contact me if you are interested in the shoot.